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Once the identifications were complete, Dahmer felt that life had
well and truly come to an end, that his past was irretrievably lost,
blown away, and himself with it. ‘It’s just like a big chunk of me has
been ripped out and I’m not quite whole,’ he said.

‘I don’t think I’m
over-dramatising it, and I’m certainly deserving of it, but the way I
feel now, it’s like you’re talking to someone who is terminally ill and
facing death. Death would be preferable to what I’m facing. I just feel like imploding upon myself, you know? I just want to go somewhere and disappear.’

Brian Masters, The Shrine of Jeffrey Dahmer